Monday, September 04, 2006
The Moment I saw You!
The dark is dieing
the proud sun raising with vigor
dews melting to drop from leaves
Bird's flying away at a distant sky
tranquility all around,
What a beautiful morning!
A beam of light
all the way from the adult sun
passing thorugh a closely knit flowers
as if came
to touch you
to be lost in you!
Then I saw you!
I saw you & forgot all other.
Splendid the sight
it is more to light then light
My Angel,
you gave new meanings
to Love, lust & nature!
Changed now
ecstacy all around
joyous I remain all the day
Oh God!
I Couldn’t understand the equation
why one in exchange of many other??
the proud sun raising with vigor
dews melting to drop from leaves
Bird's flying away at a distant sky
tranquility all around,
What a beautiful morning!
A beam of light
all the way from the adult sun
passing thorugh a closely knit flowers
as if came
to touch you
to be lost in you!
Then I saw you!
I saw you & forgot all other.
Splendid the sight
it is more to light then light
My Angel,
you gave new meanings
to Love, lust & nature!
Changed now
ecstacy all around
joyous I remain all the day
Oh God!
I Couldn’t understand the equation
why one in exchange of many other??
Friday, September 01, 2006
Who Am I?
Let me tell you....who I'm!
I'm an Indian geographically, for all of you who thinks human life is to serve the country.
Then I'm a Software Engineer by proffession though I claim to have a Computer Engineering degree. Most of my time I created buggy software or corrected other's same endeavors. Hardly I enjoyed the Computer's all other aspects other then creating business software.
After that I'm a Hindu by religion. Oops, that is such a general statement, my hindu bretherns only revoke at me. So to be specific I'm a Brahmin, Hindu Brahmin. So I distinguished myself from others said to be low caste Hindus & become conspicuos & revered by them as my nature is to seek 'Brhama' i.e. knowledge.
Then comes the ideologies I believe in or sometime speak in length about it. I'm Capitalist in economic sense, politically to a larger extent I support BJP though I'm not unaware of their evil deeds. I require logic & evidence when I seek truth but I've not hundred percent scientific outlook towards life. I'm spiritual at deep down in my heart & most of the time engage myself in totally unscientific works for there is no logic. For example few days back I tried to write few lines about 'What is Love?'. Most of the time I admire Human freedom as in thought, deed and chossing profession etc. & like America so much. But at the same time I remain confused & seek truth, scientifically, why Americans are crazy & behave as animals. I didn't found an answer yet!
I've grown up playing & admiring cricket as a sports. I too enjoy playing bad-minton & chess & caram too. I hate playing football & tennis, for it require too much energy. Spending such a amount of energy to enjoy a sports doesn't quite look scientific to me & there is no spiritual reason for it is either. I love Old Hindi Movie melodies. And not specifically a particualr singer, I like them all...Rafi, Kishore, Lata, Asha you name it. Most of my free time when I'm not watching movie or listening to music, I read. My interest here is Business, Politics & Economics, Phillosophy & non-fictions. I found myself lost when I read poems!
I drive a bike & that most of the time drive me into lot of activities. Like, I'm being a part of a NGO, 'iVolunteer' and drive myself to the meetings & associations to help 'the unfortunates'.
As my future doesn't seem dark as of yet so I aspire to drive some of the b'ful cars that man has ever made, Pontiacs, Caddilacs, Merc, BMW etc.
Did I miss anything in defineing me? Hummm....I don't think so.... at least nothing more is coming to my mind. But is that all? Am I this much? Isn't there any other parameter to measure me? I hope, it's not all.
Still there is more to me. I'm more beautiful as a person, as an individual. When these parameters end, the real 'I' in me starts. I'm more then the sum total of what these parameters could measure about me. I have in me something, that no instrument could give a form, shape or quantify. I transcend all the boundaries that has been created to define & limit myself.
I urge you not to know me by all these. Instead if you choose to know me by these, you are lossing a chance to the real me.
I'm like a flower. A flower has colour, form, place & all other quantifiable attributes much like an human being. But how one can measure the fragrance of a flower, the freshness & the innocence in it? How can you count the joy that you get by a mere a glance at it? Could you fathom the depth of the ecstacy you felt? So I'm more as a flower for you. And you all are at the same time like flowers to me too!
I love & respect you, the 'individuality' in you, the real 'you' in you.
I'm an Indian geographically, for all of you who thinks human life is to serve the country.
Then I'm a Software Engineer by proffession though I claim to have a Computer Engineering degree. Most of my time I created buggy software or corrected other's same endeavors. Hardly I enjoyed the Computer's all other aspects other then creating business software.
After that I'm a Hindu by religion. Oops, that is such a general statement, my hindu bretherns only revoke at me. So to be specific I'm a Brahmin, Hindu Brahmin. So I distinguished myself from others said to be low caste Hindus & become conspicuos & revered by them as my nature is to seek 'Brhama' i.e. knowledge.
Then comes the ideologies I believe in or sometime speak in length about it. I'm Capitalist in economic sense, politically to a larger extent I support BJP though I'm not unaware of their evil deeds. I require logic & evidence when I seek truth but I've not hundred percent scientific outlook towards life. I'm spiritual at deep down in my heart & most of the time engage myself in totally unscientific works for there is no logic. For example few days back I tried to write few lines about 'What is Love?'. Most of the time I admire Human freedom as in thought, deed and chossing profession etc. & like America so much. But at the same time I remain confused & seek truth, scientifically, why Americans are crazy & behave as animals. I didn't found an answer yet!
I've grown up playing & admiring cricket as a sports. I too enjoy playing bad-minton & chess & caram too. I hate playing football & tennis, for it require too much energy. Spending such a amount of energy to enjoy a sports doesn't quite look scientific to me & there is no spiritual reason for it is either. I love Old Hindi Movie melodies. And not specifically a particualr singer, I like them all...Rafi, Kishore, Lata, Asha you name it. Most of my free time when I'm not watching movie or listening to music, I read. My interest here is Business, Politics & Economics, Phillosophy & non-fictions. I found myself lost when I read poems!
I drive a bike & that most of the time drive me into lot of activities. Like, I'm being a part of a NGO, 'iVolunteer' and drive myself to the meetings & associations to help 'the unfortunates'.
As my future doesn't seem dark as of yet so I aspire to drive some of the b'ful cars that man has ever made, Pontiacs, Caddilacs, Merc, BMW etc.
Did I miss anything in defineing me? Hummm....I don't think so.... at least nothing more is coming to my mind. But is that all? Am I this much? Isn't there any other parameter to measure me? I hope, it's not all.
Still there is more to me. I'm more beautiful as a person, as an individual. When these parameters end, the real 'I' in me starts. I'm more then the sum total of what these parameters could measure about me. I have in me something, that no instrument could give a form, shape or quantify. I transcend all the boundaries that has been created to define & limit myself.
I urge you not to know me by all these. Instead if you choose to know me by these, you are lossing a chance to the real me.
I'm like a flower. A flower has colour, form, place & all other quantifiable attributes much like an human being. But how one can measure the fragrance of a flower, the freshness & the innocence in it? How can you count the joy that you get by a mere a glance at it? Could you fathom the depth of the ecstacy you felt? So I'm more as a flower for you. And you all are at the same time like flowers to me too!
I love & respect you, the 'individuality' in you, the real 'you' in you.
